Missing Pregnancy?
The whole 33 Weeks that I knew I was pregnant- I hated it! I know you should enjoy the growing life inside of you and be overjoyed because not all women would feel this.. But I hated being pregnant. I was constantly being sick, constantly in pain. I felt like a petting zoo and I became very negative over the size of my growing bump. Each day was a dread and a countdown to when I could eject this tiny human so the suffering would stop. Now 10 months on.. I miss it. I miss the tiny kicks that only I could feel, I miss the excitement of labour (not the pain! Def don't miss that!). The anticipation of my little boy entering the world. Lastly I miss watching him squirm around on the screen! Because I had a hard pregnancy, it got to the point I was having scans weekly and I loved seeing Noah on screen, Kicking,squirming and trying to dodge the camera. I still remember the hard months of being bed bound and losing relationships with my friends and having a complicated ...