Look for the Laughter | The good, bad and the ugly.
Behind every tear is a smile and behind every scream there's a laugh. Being to a parent with an ill child comes with its challenges. I cannot even begin to tell you how many tears we as a family have shed. How much hair I have pulled out in frustration and the amount of times I've wanted to jump in my car and never come back. But you know what stops me.. The smile Noah gives me. Reminding me to keep on going, pick my head up and keep smiling. I know I cannot change this situation but I hope and pray every single day that this day will be easier than the last. But if anything It gets harder. A day not knowing any answers, a day cuddling Noah while he's screaming in pain and not knowing what the hell to do and its another day where I sobbing to my parents trying to figure out the next move. It has been 857 days since Noah was born and it has been 857 days, questioning what is wrong with our little guy. 857 days I've worried, I've cried, I've lash...